Holiday... ended.... *sniff*

at least now i get to see my friends more often. ^^

I am griefing.. for the datas lost in my memory card. Not any memory card, the ps2 memory card which got all my gaming data except DW5 and ffx-2... *sigh* for ppl who think i am being over dramatic here, it's literally hundreds of hours of gameplay.. gone.. just like that... *sigh*

Thinking about my ultra strong yuna. how many hours i sat there arranging her and other's sphere grid, how many hours of killing the monsters so i have enough gil to buy the clear spheres so i could clear all those with +2 ability and replace it with +4. All those effort just so that she was strong enough to face the dark aeons. And i was only half way through those too. Thinking how many hours i put into training so that all my character exceeds their maximum and was able to damage more than 9999 per hit. Thinking about how much concentrations it took me to dodge something like 200 thunders in a row to get lulu's best weapon....

Then there's my kingdom heart files, again, so much effort had gone into gettign all the character to level 99. and the effort to obtain donald duck and goofy's best weapons.

Sure i coudl play all that again, but the thign is.. it takes me 70+ at least to finish each rpg because i know they are long, so i make sure i do everythign there is to do, and i always have lots of save files just before important events so i coudl always go back and watch those moments that were important or inspiring... but i guess its' all gone now.

Then there's bulders gate 1 and 2... 2 especially was incomplete, it was a group effort with emily, how dark the maps were that we basically had to walk a step in a time to ensure that we won't fall into the pits.

*sigh* stuff it.. no point sulking somethign that's gone right? It just that.. everytime i think of those game.. it gave me a sense of pride because so much effort were put into it, and as result my charactesr can cann through final boss in a breeze.

*sigh* nvm~~ yes i know it was an accident, i can understand that accidents happen, but dont' expect me to be happy about it.

on a lighter note.. lenlen is back *YAY~~* and got dynasty warriors 5 extreme legend... and finished ffx-2 which btw is the only game in ff serious that i dont' like and therefore all my characters suck, but heck, that' the only memory i have now.

better go and kill more enemies to distract myself... bye~

CONGRATS TO EMILY FOR STEPPING INTO A WHOLE NEW STAGE OF HER LIFE, ENTERING INTO THE WORKFORCE. ^^

This is a tribute to my faithful friend.. my piano.... a source of stress relief that'll never let me down. Yesterday i was really really cranky, in fact it's not the first sunday that i was cranky and the fact that sundays are my only free day makes it worse. How can i be cranky on the day of the week i am suppose to enjoy the most?

I mean.. ok.. i was cranky becoz i see my holiday coming to an end and that i didn't had time to slack off, i didn't have time to fully relaxed before uni starts, and i didn't know how i was gonna face another semester without a proper break. ANd from that thought I was unhappy at myself coz i should be happy about having an opporunity like this to do over summer, i should be feeling really lucky instead of upset about it.

And then by chance i guess, Frankie, my workmate send me a site with heaps of ff sheet music, and when i was playing it.. it really calm me down... (btw, was playign fisherman's horizon) made me think about it, the fact that even tho i am 'busy' i am not acutlaly under stress or anythign and most importantly i still have at least 1 week of break before uni starts. it's long enough if i just sit at home all day and just ps2-ing.

So I like to thank my piano who's been with me since 7. my mum who spend many hours waiting for me outside my teacher's house while i take the lessons. my dad for supporting me with the piano fees so that i am where i am now... be able to use it a a stress-reliever.

So ppl~ if i don't want to come out next week, it's coz i need my break okay~~~ trust me.. i need to be in holiday mode before i and tune back to uni mode :P

p.s. haunted housewas fun~ thanks to all the wonderful tour ppl who cooperated and turned up ^^ let's go to the cornevil next time ya?

i am bored i am bored i am bored.... and why am i bored??? coz that stupid regulator that was suppose to come in yesterday still havent' arrived today so i can't start on my last experiment... see... and IT'S MY LAST DAY!! :( guess i'll have to come back for it.... guess i dton 'REALLy have to do it.. but then i alreayd worded my report in a way that having that set of result will be really good.... *sigh*

So i spent the WHOLE morning.. browsing sites to put stuff on my fone... well... on the usb disc anyway since i dotn' have the programme to put it on my fone...
*bored*

have to come back monday IF the regulator gets here and that i can run my experiment.... have to come back on tuesday coz i promised catherine that i'll be here to eat her birthday cake... have to be here when my result comes back so i can analyse it and put it in my report... argh~~~ so going overtime + so troublesome... oh well~~ heck i get $4000

I am sooooo bored that i shopped like.. all over queen street twice this week already and can't be bothered goign down again today, and i dotn' really want to download any more stuff coz i am kinda using danny's web account....

oh yeah~~~ congrats to the beautiful and talented TINA~~ who just passed her full license ;)

ok.... gonna muck around some more
Lucy out~

wow~~ haven't updated for so long~~~ within reason too. For the last few weeks, last week in particular i was feeling relaly cranky.. that's right.. so cranky + busy that i just can't be bothered to update.

Working 6 days a week is finally gettign to me, was tired all the time and life just doesnt' stop to give me a break. Even sundays i am always busy coz it's my only 'free' day and i have stuff to do.

But i am good today. got heaps of sleep yesterday (Yay for long weekend) and I just finished my last experiment ^___^ ok~~ technically i was gonna do another experiment today (kinda optional.. but my supervisor wanted me to do it) but then.. our new air cylinder we ordered had a different joint to our regulator which means we need to find an adaptor or something. *shrug* so i dont' know.. might be too er... lazy to do it.. doubt my supervisor will be too happy tho ^^:

what else.. nothign else.. just me.. procrastinating about writing up my report... so i guess.. me should go now.. bye~~