Ok, my boss just called me and ask me to teach a keyboard class this year @______@
*scream*
*yell*
*argh*

*scream*
*yell*
*argh*

ok, i told her i'll think about it.... coz... TEACHING??? @______@ me, standing infront of.... little nasty children trying to get them to play keyboard @____@ while their parents stand at the back with judgemental eyes every single moment of your lesson ?!?!?! @_____@

ok ok *breath*
rite....
if i do it
then..... i'll get $26 or something for the hour that i teach... that's.... more than great
mum said it's an excellent way to learn about teaching etc, while i still have other teachers to help me out etc, so maybe in the future i can start having my own students

but then
what if i suck at it
i am no good public speaker
i have to TEACH those ppl
besides, teachers actually get "analysed" sometime early during the year by Barbara (in my opinion a scary person)

oh i dotn' knwo.... suppose i should.... but it'll be such a huge challenge, i mean.... I HAVE NO, i repeat NO TEACHING EXPERIENCE WHAT SO EVER, and someone expects me to teach, 4 kids at once????? @___@

but then again, if i go to massey.. lol... i'll have to quit my job anyway =P
but then again i love my job so much >< (not the teachign part)

oh well
*lucy goes and considers this some more*