Mike has a freakingly good memory @____@ from now on i must be very careful what i say infront of him.  Can you believe it? he can remember vividly what i said to him like.... 4 years ago, he remember exactly when i said it, where, and who was there at the time... @__@ my goodness  freaky~  p.s the stupid thing i said was somethign like "i'll always remember mike as the guy who wears the black vest"  yea.... ok....  i knwo it's stupid.  but mike if u r reading this, for the last 10 + times i saw you, u weren't wearing black vests and i still recognise you, so i think it's time that u drop this =P

ok... i feel so guilty now, even tho i know i didn't do anything wrong.. Hate is a very strogn word, i can honestly say i have not hated anyone in my life,  but i guess it's another matter when someone else think you hate them.... hm... don't know...... i shall consult this matter to mum again.  life is complicated!

p.s. i miss my old room, this room is so freaking cold!