Feeling depressed and i dotn' know why, well~~ ok i do know why, but i wont' say..... hate being a girl... hate being me...... y do i always commit so much into somethign that probabily doesn't matter to everyone else... and then get disappointed, and thinking about it, it' really nothing. ......... wish mum is here.... she is good at analysing my mind for me...... *sniff* oh well~~ i'll be strong.