Fact: i am very lucky to have the nicest sister in the world
Fact: We share an unreplaceble bond... i coudl not ask for more from my sister.
Fact: Sometimes Emily can be overprotective.
Fact: When she feels that i have been unjustly mistreated... she yells at the person who's involve, if she knows them
Fact: When good intentions turn into a burden? what shoudl one do?

Ok... this is what happened, I was a bit angry at TC for not informing me about events and stuff. Ok.. maybe i think too much... but i know my presense there mite disturb some ppl (not my fault ok) But joined anyway, coz i want to go back to a group that i love so much 4 years ago, but everything has changed, i dont' know, i used to feel like i was doign somethign good for this community, and the feeling that everyone is workign towards a good cause... everything has changed...... I told emily about it (the not telling me about events stuff)... and she send a msg to one of the old commitee saying "TC made my little sister cry, and you guys shoudl be more responsible and blah blah blah" @________@ OMG~~~~ now what i am going to do???

A) i wasn't crying!!!! i was COMPLAINING!! ok... coz if they do have a problem with me being there, then i dotn' want to be there anyway. So I assumed when they didnt' tell me about stuff, it's my sign to leave (could be just them being disorganised), i don' tlike the group enough to want to make a huge deal out of it. But obviously i deserve to feel disappointed and left out right? thus the complaint

B) Her whole statement makes me feel like a cry baby, like i can't handle anythign on my own, and need my big sister to sort it out for me.... *annoyed* I can sort it out if i want to!!! but like i said!! i dont' want to be at a place if there's ppl that dont' want me to be there.

C) when she told me that she yelled at the person... i was really frustrated with her.. i honestly know that she did it out of good heart... she was just... complaining on my behalf... but!! what the hell am i suppose to do now??? now that everythign in TC will think that i am a cry baby (which i am not!!!! =S) she got upset when i yelled at her for doing something stupid...... *sigh* Really i know she means no harm... but she shoudl really think about the consequences..... it's not the first time this kind of things happens... *sigh*

And there ends my complaint...guess i better have a good talk with her tonight... at the end of the day, we are still sisters.. and we still love each other...

When good intentions turn in to burdens:
One carries the guilts she does not deserve,
One carries the consequences she did not need to carry.
The world is a strange place,
Making good deeds go wrong...
But as long as our hearts are pure,
Any frustrations can be resolved.

ok... my writing capabilities has definatly becoming worse =S