Suddenly in a FF music craze :P hehehe downloaded heaps of ff songs... hehehe don't have most of it on this computer until TODAY.. muwahahaha.. Anyway.. for some reason, all the jap singer sounds 'whiny' in english.. the jap version sounds so much better... dont' know why eh~~. Ooo downloaded the FFXI opening theme.. wow~~ it's nice ^__^ started of the traditional ff crystal.. and then move on to orchestra + massed choir grand music, sounds a bit like those old religious songs in the classical period. then there was this is really really sweet orchestral section. It's so nice.. now i want to play ffXI... hm... i know it's just released in nz. or is going to be (saw it on the shelfs of EB the other day, can' tremember if it was the actual thign or the pre-booking thing). But is it good? i mean.. it was a FF i wasn't planning to play since it requires internet... hm.... somethign to think about after exams =D

Parents + grandma going away this weekend... that means i will home alone for most of the weekend since emily will be working. Hm.. not that it makes much difference eh~~ have to study ><

Btw Yahoo horoscope thing is freaky... i mean...75% of the description was right.. and the other are something either was toned down by 'family education' or somethign i dont' do because of inconfidence... but fffffreaky.... Ppl who know me around form 4 and form 5 period will remember i was in a horoscope craze at the time (especially during the study tour) and i remember i stopped coz it was gettgin into a point where i read what i am suppose to be.. and i try to be what it tells me to be... but then i realize it's not really me... But reading it yesterday for the first time in ages, it was scary... Have i unconscientiously tried to change myself to be one of the 'statistics'??? or do i just happen to be one of the 'statistic's???? and does it mean i actually have changed since then??? hm... form 4 was the start of my identity crisis.. and since then everything has been a struggle of conformity and individualism, durign my strive to conform, have i simply let the star dictate who i am, or have i strived to individualism and it just happens to be the same as what's written in the stars???? *confused* so many questions... and yes lucy must be procrastinating to be thinking about all that... but hey~~ it's something good to ponder about rite??? Ok that's it!! i am never going to read that thing again... not good for me :S