Sometimes i wish i could just scream all my worries away... but they wont' go away.. becoz i am not doing anything about it until i absolutely have to... I am such a procrastinator it's not funny. I mean.. not just for uni... for ANYTHING... i think i have an incapabitlity to handle anythign out of the ordinary... mum is right, i worry too much about thigns i don't need to... things that coudl be solve instantly, i'll procrastinate.. and driving myself crazy in the process until eventually i give up and do whatever needs to be done... u know... i tell my mum most things(ok i must admit... i haven't told her about my wagging records) becoz i am so immature.. can't make up my mind on anything.... when am i goign to grow up??? *sigh* i am probabily end up being those ppl that dies eventually coz of mental breakdown or something... lol maybe i shud make a new year resolution to not procrastinate??? doubt it will work tho.... u konw.. in the movies.. everyone likes the more lay-back person.. everyone likes the kind of person that can sit down and make a joke... y can' i be like that... instead i am always stressed out about something, argh~~~

Anyway.. checking my account balance... and...er... HOW THE HELL DID I SPENT OVER $500 IN 2 MONTHS?!?!?! ok.. break it down... $80 on bus, $100 on presents, $40 on blank cds, $150 on sponsorship, that's... $130 left.... ok.. not to bad i guess.. but then i didn't go out that much at all (since NO ONE is there -___-) i mean.. i spent most of my holidays sitting at home playign games/starring at the comptuer screen.. surely that doesn't cost a thing... :P maybe i shoudl start book keeping.... a good habit to get into anyway... kinda annoying tho.. seeing mum putting all these figures one by one on the computer each day, maybe i'll invest in a book keeping notebook first and then start makign notes of all my expenses... LOL more spending eh~

DVD burner working now... dot'n know y... lol.. not like i care.. AS LONG AS IT WORKS ^^ in fact it's so cool :D never have to worry about running out of space on my computer (not like i ever did anyway) BUT now~ i can download as much as i want... i think dad is going to regrett telling me that i can dl as much as i want coz we wont' go over the limit at the end of this month :P

Lots of ppl got new webpage design for their blog... i want one too... but.. i am just not good enough with html.....ooooooooooooh well~ wish i can do html like amy and xtine ^^ their new page design looks amazing~~ not like mine.. so dull..