Hm.... was just reading my old geocities site.... OMG! i used to be so much better at writing -____- what's happengin with my writing skills??? *shrug* don't know... was readign what i wrote about my profile at 6th form.. and u know what... i don't think after all these time i've become a better person, if not worse :( *shrug* speaking of which maybe i shud put what i wrote about my family up here sometimes... before geocities deleted my site ^^: i am really really really lucky to be surrounded by ppl who loves me, i shoudl be more appreciative about them and life in usual, i am lucky than most, i shall not let silly little things make me depressed.

Thing about me is when i am depressed, i kinda think that i am really misunderstood and no one is there to help me and blah blah blah... like.. it takes me a while to even think about talking about it to other ppl, and normally by the time i do.. i feel better already?? *shrug* i am a weird person i know. Heard it somewhere that 1/7 ppl gets depression and they are mostly girls... i honsetly beginning to think if i don't do somethign about me copign with stress i'll be one of those statistics!!! *trying to be happy*

read it in an article once that think of something you are grateful for each week will improve your state of mind. so here it is

"i am grateful that i have a caring mum who up till this day still wakes up early and make lunch + breakfast for me everyday"