Been having lots of family meetings to discuss what's going to happen at the end of this year. Parents are no longer going back to taiwan next week, since emily is goign back to live.. they thought they should be there to help her start up etc. So instead they are shifting it to november when we finish exams and have a family trip. Sounds like a really fun trip actually, the plan goes that we'll stoped at sydney for a few days adn then go back to taiwan.. and dad is thinking of taking us to europe for a family trip ^^ he's thinking of just maybe france, but we might go to neighbouring countries depending on the price etc.. Sounds like a lot of fun.. but then this is just basic idea... subject to a lot of changes.

But you know.. the thign it hits me most is that... Emily is really gonna leave me soon... sooner than i realize, i know she hasn't completely made up her mind, and i know that if she doesnt' like it after a few months she might come back.. but..but.. what if she doesnt'?? i know that's what she wanted, i know it'll be great for her to try out what she sees as a lifestyle for her... but... just can't imagine livign without her *sniff*

i am gonna miss you heaps sis *cries*