hm... so maybe i shudnt' have worked today. Yes i was being stupid and stubborn. ok.. i had my reasons
a) give a nice change of scenery from desk, and notes
b) kinda had a long time to study for 301 so this way it'll make me start studyign earlier..
c) not to make myself sound er... impt or anything.. coz i know they'll cope without me.. but since one of the full time is on annual leave, it'll make it a lot easier if someone is in there who have more experience at booking in
d) ok.. this is gonna sound weird... but coz IF and i mean IF i get the demonstrator job.. i'll have very limited time left wiht my workmates... and seriously..

Yes the job sucks, the workign conditions sucks, there's too many samples, staff is okay at the moment coz it's the 'slow season' BUT (ok.. this is partly my fault) that the other casuals are not very.. well... trained... and honestly... when i started.. i had work during weekdays to get my proper trainings.. which actually make sense, coz on saturdays, we just dont' have time to properly train ppl~ but the thing is.. when you have to battle through each saturday.. your workmates become your comrades.. your buddies.. and it's kinda really weird.. like last week Roneel came to work first time in 3 weeks.. and I was excited to see him back... Just like when Shawn came to work after.. 2-3 weeks.. Frankie got really excited and apparenlty "hugged" him.. ok.. not too sure abt that coz i wasn't there to see.. but she shouted "SHAWN IS HERE" in a really happy tone that er... everyone coudl hear :P

So here's the thing.. yes workplace sucks.. but the more reason why we stuck together. and this contribute to why i went go work (D)

but now that i think about it... it's really stupid of me.. why?? hehehe think by the end of the day Losh was all panicking (dont' really knwo what went wrong with her experiment) ppl came down and told me there might be late meat coming.. mind you i wasn't the meat person today... so anyway.. i checked on the computer... we've done everythign that's registered.. at 4:45.. walked out of filling room.. ask supervisor what else needs to be done.. and left at about 5... ok.. was talking on the corridor. then i hear a buzz.. and unmistakenbly.. i knew it must be the late meats.. so..i.. ran... into the changing room..... and yes i feel guilty... Frankie saw me ran in and i said " i am not here" mind you i already signed out... so she went and shouted "you guys got meats~~" Losh: "where's Lucy?" Frankie "Lucy? she's gone"
yes... i ran away from teh late meat.. i feel ashamed.. but
a) i was signed out
b) if i had stayed..er... it'll be another 20 mins.. and i really wanted to go home earliesh to study

so... yes... bet she was cursing me.. oh well~~ i deserved it if you ask me
*note to self.. will volunteer to do late meat for the next few weeks to make up"