Was in a really really depressed mood this morning. Prob coz of last night, woke up this morning, still depressed about the same thing, prob coz i decided to go to morning bio at 8 today. AFter bio, (the time i normlaly use to write bio notes) i was just sitting at lv4 info commons, drinking coffee, thinking... making myself feel worst. I dont' know... and then my inner demons came back to haunt me again. Hey~~ haven't talked about demons of the day for ages... well... i dont' know about you ppl, but i have a huge inner demon (which i mite be brave enough to write it down one day... who knows). I am so sick of having to fight the same insecurities over and over again... again, wish mum's here.

Wish i didn't have to be home alone tonight, but i guess even if emily's home, it prob won't make that much of a difference. (she is prob sick of me telling her the same stuff over and over again) *sigh* i guess i know what i have to do........ fight back. Yes i'll be strong... well i will try......

Went to movies with Tina and Chin Lee (i think that's how his name is spelt) was goign to watch yugioh, but we were a big late for that, so ended up watching princess diaries 2. the movie was ok, very typical of disney movie..... But i have to say hanging out with Tina did made me feel better. ^^ thanks tina~~ wish i coudl be like her... happy everyday ^^