A girl at work commited suicide last night. Even though i didn't know her very well, i was still.. very shocked... Why woudl anyone do that? No matter how miserably life gets, it's never enough to end ur own life? What about the ppl around you? family, friends, etc etc. I mean... I have only seen for 3 times, and the last time, i was in the filling room with her. Since i am new, i keep asking her questions and she was nice.. keep helping out and stuff. i remember the last time i saw her, it was before we went home, at the girls locker room. I thanked her for helping me out and stuff and asked her when's the next tiem she work, and well it just so happen that her timetable is completely different to mine... so i told her that maybe it's the last time i'll see her around for a while then... AND U KNOW WHAT!! that WAS the last time i saw her.. ever... We got told this at around 4pm today.. and after that~~ everyone was just... in shocked... talking about when was the last time we saw her and stuff... apparently one of the girl worked with her on Thur, and she coudl tell that she was kinda depressed, and when she asked if she was alrite.. she said yea.... DONT' HIDE UR FEELINGS!!! not healthy~

ppl~~ if any of u EVER think about suicide... plz~~ just talk to someone~~~ dont/ hide it.... YOUR life does matter, even to random ppl (like me to her,) it matters!!! hold on to it!!! I am always here for u ppl ok~~

WAs suppose to have a macleans gathering thing.. didnt' end up going coz... was kinda upset and not in the mood, and beisdes it's in new market -__- really didn't know how to get there from blockhouse bay.. so yea.... oh well~~~ kinda tired now.. work tomorrow... nite``

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