9 hours of work today exclude lunch and driving time. Had a family dinner at this new restaurant called "taxis" at pak plaza. hm.. very american i guess, so full tho. the portions are WAY~~ to big.. we had like.. 3 mains and 1 entree sharing between 4 ppl, and we still had a lot of left-overs... the food was ok i guess, i dotn' know.. i think the job is having a bad effect on me... i mean.. like after you see pieces of macoroni cheese and peas floating on this yucky brown soup, it kind of ruins ur appetite for that particular food.. hehehe but it's cool, i am getting better at it, i can set up the streaking controls all by myself now ^^

Today before i left the house, mum was telling me to give her a call when i get to work, and when i finish work, so that they wont' be worried about me driving all the distance all the time... you know.. i felt really bad, i mean of course they woudl be worried, i just got my full like last week, i can't verge lanes, i can't change lanes, i get lost easily and i am driving a very long distance. Feel like a bad daughter, so inconsiderate.... but in a way, i am kinda glad that my job is far away, i mean it made me step out of our little area you know~or else i wont' be ok with driving on motorways for a looooooong time... I mean i am actually better at changing lanes now~ (coz i keep forgetting which lanes to keep to) speaking of that.. went on the wrong lane and end up going on the motorway in the opposite direction AGAIN!!! -___- good thign this time i actually saw the big roundabout at ellerslie and just turned back.

btw~~ for all those nice ppl who calls me, this is another friendly reminder that plz dont' call after 10 ^^; i dotn' think anyone has called me after 10, but got 2 complaints from parents today so... lol... and i been gettign so many fone calls lately, dad got so annoyed that he found an old fone and plugged it in my room. YAY~~ now i have a FONE~ in my room ^^lol

Anyway.. talked to someone on thur about something... i don't want to talk too much about it, but let's just say i found out what really happened 3 years ago.. was kinda upset, note.. only kinda.. i mean.. guessing what mite've happened is different to knowing what actually happened rite? btw, er.. i woudl prefer if ppl didn't leave a msg on my tagboard about this, i just want to blog about thsi so that when i read about this later on, i'll remind myself that there is a difference between trust and just being plain naive, and i want to remind myself of how many great friends i have.... friends that i know will be on my side when things turn bad, friends that are willing to be there for me. ^^ love you ppl ^^