Postgrad perks
Ok... i wouldn't really say perks, but just for once finally got to login using my postgrad login name, in the postgrad computer labs. But the computers are like... so much older than the ones in library, and keyboard is so loud. HAHAHA what else do i expect right?? :P in fact, i should be smiling that i dot'n need to fight over a computer in the library, coz it is getting crowded.
ANYWAY man... work is definately piling up. I see ppl around me all finishing their literature review.. and I am sitting on.. a pathetic 5 pages.... yes i know my is like.. due a lot later than theirs.. but still.. I am really hoping to get as much done this sem as possible seeing how i am a lot busier next sem with classes. BUT the quality system assignments is so much harder than I expected, seriously.. i have like... 20 QS books sitting in my room, and everynight i was basically juggling around all 20 plus 5 more journals to do my assingment. Though I've spoken to my lecturer and he agree to let me focus on HACCP next sem, and see compre HACCP with quality systems etc etc So that shoudl come in handy. ^^
Recently just finished the book "My sister's keeper' by Jodi Picoult? it brought me back to the question of self identity. The fact is.. ever since i've come here, it's almost weird, it's as if I don't care about how well I am doing? sure i still put in the effort, and sure I still want good grades.. but its' almost as if there's a screen that divides uni work and my emotions. And the fact since no one is doing the same thign as me, it's almost hard to asseess myself in terms of progress. So it got me thinking, maybe I too can only identify myself from the reflection from other ppl, maybe I can only see myself as a relation to other ppl....
On a not so confusing side of life, spoke to someone from Fonterra again about their gfip programme, and man.. it's such a freaking hard selection process, but i know if i get it, it'll be the best stepping stone that i can get in NZ, but at the same time.. programme.. starts.. on... 1st of dec... hm... so i guess i'll just give it a go, got benefits either way right? :P
ANYWAY man... work is definately piling up. I see ppl around me all finishing their literature review.. and I am sitting on.. a pathetic 5 pages.... yes i know my is like.. due a lot later than theirs.. but still.. I am really hoping to get as much done this sem as possible seeing how i am a lot busier next sem with classes. BUT the quality system assignments is so much harder than I expected, seriously.. i have like... 20 QS books sitting in my room, and everynight i was basically juggling around all 20 plus 5 more journals to do my assingment. Though I've spoken to my lecturer and he agree to let me focus on HACCP next sem, and see compre HACCP with quality systems etc etc So that shoudl come in handy. ^^
Recently just finished the book "My sister's keeper' by Jodi Picoult? it brought me back to the question of self identity. The fact is.. ever since i've come here, it's almost weird, it's as if I don't care about how well I am doing? sure i still put in the effort, and sure I still want good grades.. but its' almost as if there's a screen that divides uni work and my emotions. And the fact since no one is doing the same thign as me, it's almost hard to asseess myself in terms of progress. So it got me thinking, maybe I too can only identify myself from the reflection from other ppl, maybe I can only see myself as a relation to other ppl....
On a not so confusing side of life, spoke to someone from Fonterra again about their gfip programme, and man.. it's such a freaking hard selection process, but i know if i get it, it'll be the best stepping stone that i can get in NZ, but at the same time.. programme.. starts.. on... 1st of dec... hm... so i guess i'll just give it a go, got benefits either way right? :P
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